This is Suicide Season.

We stare at broken clocks, the hands don't turn anymore

The days turn into nights, empty hearts and empty places

The day you lost him, I slowly lost you too

For when he died, he took a part of you

No time for farewells, no chances for goodbyes

No explanations, no fucking reasons why

I watched it eat you up, pieces fallen on the floor

We stare at broken clocks, the hands don't turn anymore

If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way

I would climb my way to Heaven, and bring him back home again

Don't give up hope my friend, this is not the end

Death is only a chapter

So let's rip out the pages of yesterday

Death is only a horizon and I'm ready for my sun to set

If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way

We would climb our way to Heaven, and bring him home again

We would do anything to bring him back to you

We would do anything to end what you're going through

I just thought I'd show some BMTH appreciation. This song is so sad and the lyrics are beautiful. I've been listening to it non-stop. I've started listening to BMTH more after the release of Suicide Season. I think it's great and don't really get what everybody was bitching about. I think that right they're better than ever.

I'm a material girl.

Todays blogpost consists of pictures of pretty things I want from American Apparel and DropDead.
Buy them for me, yeah?

So take me, and save me, and change me and then make me.

Well I'm back at school now. The past two days haven't actually been that bad. Yesterday I had yoga after school and now I'm addicted. I feel so zen now. The yoga teacher said that class won't be on next week because she's taking leave and I actually felt like crying. Today was Shikha's birthday. She's so cute. After school today I had math tutoring and I actually understood!

Speaking of school I wore a super cute outfit today. I'll post a picture of it up this weekend!

Anyway I still feel pretty crap today but yoga's helped take my mind off of things. I'm not sleeping properly and there's so much work to get done. I also still feel really lonely. It's sad how the only people I can really talk to live thousands of miles away.

What else...? Mum and Dad keep being super annoying and saying that it's less than 20 weeks until we go back to Melbourne. Only 20 weeks. 20 weeks is a lifetime for some.

This is just a quick post because school's taking over my life, I'll write more later. Erkkk.

Obsession.

Last night I was super bored so I engaged in my usual passtime of googling. I was googling Paris Hilton and out of boredom I decided to try watching her show "My New BFF", and I LOVED IT! It's officially my new obsession. When I read about it, I was like "....Alright then" but it's actually quite good. I love it. I wish I was on it. Zui Suicide was on it as well, so I was all like "OMG I KNOW HER", even though I don't really. I'm just one of her thousands of MySpace friends. Anyway "My New BFF" is yet another thing which distracts me from doing my Personal Project, however I have actually done a fair bit of work on it, so it's all good.